I...

I, pronounced "Aye",

Cry,

Try,

to get out of this jail.

Freedom is imprisoned

in the sea of carbon copies.

To borrow from Blake:

Handcuffed by mind-forged manacles.

Met Jane and her looking to the end:

an eternal relief.

No, no, no.

Still have so long to live.

Hold the same nostalgia with Nafisi:

abscence more real than prescence.

Tales, tales, tales, please tell:

when can go back to innocence.

Now sounds like Prufrock,

Aye, schiz coming across.

nerve locked,

senses in rock.

Paralysis in Dreamland

It's been a year I spent here,

yet my feeling is all the same

like the endless universe out there,

and a target without an aim.

Somwhere every day I go

is where somehow I leave.

Going to where crowds flow

is the way every day I keep.

Day by day I count,

and it goes on like paradise.

But one day I find

that my heart has paralyzed.

I can see the oasis ahead,

but now I've no idea where to land;

In desert I lie on a bed,

where I remain in my dreamland.

唔知鐘意定唔鐘意CHILD DE 嘅 Prof. LL 好.

鐘意佢做人有原則, 定左DEADLINE 係上堂之前, 遲交有PENALTY就真係有PENALTY, 無人幸免.

可惜嘅係, 佢咁有原則害到我篇ESSAY由一個唔錯既RANGE 跌左落另一個RANGE. 佢SHOW 個DISTRIBUTION 果陣, 真係有少少唔開心.

算吧, 或者佢講得岩, "MAKE THIS A LESSON", 下次準時交功課.

仲有, 今日基礎中文MID-TERM; 我走左先發覺有一條冇做, AND THEN 有幾條嘅答案鑽左牛角尖!!! 大忌大忌!! 死梗啦今次...!! 

算數, 預左呢個SEM GPA 會比上個SEM 仲要低. 一早講左唔收WARNING LETTER 就可以了.

BTW, IED 仲未肯比GPA 我睇...或者我GPA 太差, 打算踢我出校?

以前以為讀文學好好玩, 但係讀讀下又發覺唔係好有興趣... 雖然我尚且可以VISUALIZE 到小說同POEM D SETTINGS同角色. ETC.   BTW, 其實李鷗教授教得唔錯. 但係世界文學既WEISS 就...

係教院讀左一個SEM LINGUISTICS 以為好悶, 但係過到中大又覺得LING 幾有趣.

上個SEM 讀左社工系既大通覺得PSYCHO D 理論幾有趣, 於是AIM AT EDU PSY 既MASTER, 點知呢個SEM 讀左個CHILD DEVELOPMENT, 未到MID TERM 已經比份功課鋤低哂D銳氣.

以前以為中文係一D 好悶既野, 但係讀左歐陽偉豪既COURSE 之後, 又對中文有番D興趣.

哈哈, 算啦, 話唔定讀完呢個SEM 我既諗法又會唔同.

丫, 仲有仲有...我上個SEM 既GPA 仲未出=_= 成個教院都出哂, 係得我地要等到廿幾號.

岩岩聽左果日夾BAND 既歌.

突然好掛住中學既日子. 如果時間可以倒流. 我好希望可以去番果時.

現實歸現實. 過去的, 就是過去.

不過...

以前不論怎錯, 怎傻, 怎笨. 我要

忘記背後, 努力面前, 向著標竿直跑.